I’m terrified to love and trust in another person because I just spent a year and a half with someone who had great personality, looks, great all around. And I had no idea he was going to leave me, it happened so randomly. He pretended to be so happy I dont get it. I’m not hurt by him anymore. because what’s the point in crying over someone who doesn’t love you mutually? That’s not fate. But I’m so scared of it happening again. I’m terrified. I truly thought he loved me. He said we would get married. We discussed our baby names with one another.